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More newses (and update--good newses!)

[Jul. 7th, 2008|11:24 pm]

[	Tags	\|	arts, comissioning, house damage	]
[	Current Location	\|	Home	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	busy	]

EDIT: I didn't lose internets after all, just, am going to be roughing it for a while. :)

Also, I's open for comissions! The house just needed some repairs like nao, in the past few days, and it hit home, literally. We're fine (family), we're not out of a house, just that repairs are making things tough. Not too hard, but it wasn't easy. I also am donating my bit to FA and so....

I'm open for commissionings! I'd show you my FA, but FA's healing still... I wonder if I should join ArtSpots for a backup gallery? Anyone have any ideas as to do join or don't join? Also, I plan to give $10 to FA, and the rest goes directly to paying for house stuff. I mean even if it was only $50 or $60 that I could grab, that would still count for something. :3

Rez, you're still #1 on this list, I haven't forgotten you... just, I find it hard to draw bad@$$ lately. x.x;

Anyway, about the house... with a combo of wood rot and termites (and other pests), I currently got one side of the house peeled apart to the studs. New wood and Tyvek is going in, and old particle board crap that was yesterday's Tyvek is going out, but it costs time, money, and for family...emotional energy. :( But at least it's not like the whole house is goin' down! Whoo. So, we can pay the costs, but it's rough with the immediate down payments and up fronts we're getting. I've got my regular work too, I just wanna fill up my free time with arting (which is good in itself) and combine it with cashflow (which kills bugs and repairs joists, oogh).

I can do a few things, badges, digital, traditional... can art most themes 'cept blood or violence or pr0n or...essentially my max rating is PG-13. :) Comment on whatever, or private message me; pics coming up of the damages and repairs (or it didn't happen! lawl) and uh... hopefully I'll be able to get net access and SEE your comments... I don't intend to be dramaful, just that this is an important thing recently. :P XD thank you! <3

EDIT: Pics 'cuz it DID happen:

( See drywall and insulashuns! )

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News-ings

[Jul. 6th, 2008|10:38 pm]

[	Tags	\|	anthrocon, art, furaffinity, not for pay	]
[	Current Location	\|	nest	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	worn out to bits :(	]

If you're not watching Olympic Trials (for all events, but especially swimming) WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

AC high has fully worn off, and I'm back in dull boring life. The higher plane of existence that I knew at con has faded till next year, and now I am as blind and grayblue and dull as before con. (Not quite, I have a different outlook to socializing now. A better one. Woot! :) )

Real life had some sorry surprises in store not just for me, but for my immediate family. No emergency, but it's still a hardhit.

And finally...

I form part of FA. And I am not for pay.

More on that very important last piece of news later. *flumpcrash*

EDIT: I am definitely not going to FA: United. Real life hit home, kinda, literally. Or, ate it up. x.x More on that later too. I'm thinking about offerin' up lots and lots of comishuns...

AC08 Post-Con Report!

[Jul. 3rd, 2008|09:40 am]

[	Tags	\|	anthrocon 2008, report	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	YAAAAY!	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Protocollie's Saturday AC 2008 Dance Set!	]

WOW WOW WOW WOW :D SO MUCH FUN WHOOO!

Now for the unabridged version-- XDDDD

This year, Anthrocon was another blast, in what I'm calling everyfur's home in Pittsburgh. Wow, what a great time. Attendance felt about the same though there were 3,390 people reg'd... amazing! The dances stood out most in my memory, since those were the places to go and charge up with energy, and then spend that energy on the rest of the con. AMAZING. X3

There were ups and downs this year personally. Sometimes I'd be lazing in the Zoo, kinda outta contact with the people I knew and just watching the con go by. Took me a little while to get over myself and start meeting completely new people, but with help that worked out.

Got to meet up with Kain, Atma, Sharky, Kody, Corvin, Tig and Provo, Sharky's guppy Featherwing, roomed with Wally Wolf, Huge Wolf, Norby Wolf, and met random cool peoples like Renamon (the dragon Renamon who was on a quest to hug every dragony thing out there!), Lupinator who KICKED ASS at drawing with pencil 8D, and saw Dekadens... um... there were so many others--Blue Raptor (who gave me cubes of food for the end of the world, whoohoo!), Talyn who's all-around kicktail, and on Sunday even called Savant and left him a lil' message on his answering machine, all the way from Bucca di Beppo in PA: "HEY SAVANT!" :) Then there was Reveille, Snapai and Rianith, and then the gentleman who was into making blinkies, who mentioned 2DKits.com and... um... fark, there were two furs who approached Snapai and me while we were doodling in the Zoo, looking to exchange knowledge in art. You guys came over where a dragon who had his iBook running a slideshow of his art.... remember me? I remember you, just need to find your info I wrote! Eeep :) and then uh... oh man, I suck because there were a lot more of you and my mind can't recall. But I can eventually remember you all, I can! :)

The one ugly running theme for me was that I couldn't draw all con long. If you've seen my FA, you have likely seen that I can at least draw moderately. (Very, very mediocrely-moderately in fact, compared to all the dealers and artists at con. Lulz.) It's my fault, I'm not gonna drama. Going without drawing for a month before con and then trying to skribble hard fronting like I'm really good didn't get me far this time. But I did practice hard while there and now after con, I have my drawing skills back, and even during-con and post-con doodles to show later.
I'm forgetting cool stuff because it's been so long since everything ended, fark... oh yah, artists I got to fanboy over: Seel, Spunkywulf, umm.... *facepaw* Fossil... um, the dude who always does that hilarious art during the Funday Pawpet Show (and I saw Pawpets Gone Wild live, in fact!)--think Poinklets-- there was also Michele Light (I SHOULD have gotten that Tiki Bar fox t-shirt, I so regret not getting it!), Lizardbeth, even saw some stuff from Skifi, grabbed another portfolio from J. Axer 'cuz he deserves supportings like that, and watched Mab from DMFA from a distance, 'cuz she's like, too cool to even approach. Next time I'll grab some more art, had more money to spend than I thought. MIRACLE. o.o

Hee, the dealer's den had dragon dildos and lube for sale. XDDDD No, I didn't buy any of that. Though I was so curious... O_O

The art show rawked. I didn't even try to bid on anything, I knew I'd never make it, or afford it. But man, the overall quality of the pieces displayed was... I ran out of adjectives for this... so highly wonderful to enjoy. It's like going to a real honest like, Smithsonian Gallery of furry art. There needs to be more stuff like this made, which is why I wanna make something really nice for the art show next year.

Got to see a lotta old friends, a few online-only friends (who are now not just online-only anymore! Whoo!) and I learned an important personal lesson that made the con more enjoyable: Have courage to meet totally new people, and you'll be exposed to new fun in new ways, and have a more special time of it. Just by meeting new people, I wanna get to know them some, share interests, expose each other to new interests. I am sorry to everyone too, when I made promises to meet up in certain places and then I didn't meet at all, 'cuz I was sleeping or distracted or just FORGOT... please, I am bad at that--it's better not to agree to meet up anywhere with me, because I'll be late, or likely not be there at all. That's the one really really bad part about me, and it only happens at cons. I'll try hard to stop that bad habit from now on.

There may be a part 2 to this con report, as I inevitably remember more stuff. :D
Other than that forgetfulness of me though, such coolness as usual, Anthrocon is the AwesomeCon! See everyone in 2009!

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Back from Anthrocon 2008!

[Jun. 30th, 2008|03:37 pm]

[	mood/attitude	\|	YAAAAY! dances	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Brain Cracker - X-Volt, from FurAffinity	]

And safe and sound! Hope everyone had fun! :) Now to decompress today, and move back into boring human life, booooo. ;) *thumbclaws down* Post-con debrief to follow!

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Last update possibly before con!

[Jun. 25th, 2008|12:58 pm]

[	Tags	\|	ac, anthrocon, con, do contact me!, packing, rushing	]
[	Current Location	\|	Home	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	YAAAAAY!	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Caramell - Caramelldansen	]

Come hang out with me! Look for me in the Westin pool, or anywhere there's a lot of water! Come swim with me! If you wanan contact me, send me a note over LJ or call me or email me or message me or whatever, I'll check tonight! Tango, I am behind on packing and may be arriving to your place later in the evening. I'll call when I have time to update you. Um... lemme know on voicemail or message me for whatever you still need. :) I'll call too when I'm coming over. Sharky, I might not make that dinner. We are gonna caravan, yes you guys? And Sharky um... fark, I can't remember, I'll call you too when I'm driving up. Please voicemail me or message me or whatever for anythign you need. For everybody else, call me or message in any way for anything... I might be able to bring some extra things, maybe! I will try to pack light...

Bai all, see you at con! 8D

Are ya READY for ACEEEEE?

[Jun. 19th, 2008|09:57 pm]

[	Tags	\|	biking, life, lube, work	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	content	]
[	Active Track:	\|	random	]

I am, though my excitement is accelerating much slower than in previous years. :/ There's some personal stuff mitigating that.

I promise to behave well at Anthrocon. v_v Please don't hate what you find of me there....

Bike story: so last week I dropped $75 in truing my wheels, derailleur adjustment, and a new chain, and two tubes.
New chain. NEW FRIGGING CHAIN. CHAAAIN! My old one was so worn, with seized links, and then a SNAPPED link (I have no idea how it stayed together with a snapped link)... I got this new chain, and it was so quiet... That old chain would jump the sprockets every four pedal cycles, this chain is so new and oily smooth... it's like... secks? I guess, since I don't know. But what I do know is: Lube makes everything better. Biking, driving, pawing... EVERYTHING. I cleaned out the old grease and threw on clean transparent lube on today, and set a new time record riding to work (with a load on my back, work papers!) and it felt so smooth and silky going back, even tired. Sweet sweet sensation.

Now I'm going to pump up my tire pressure and MAKE OUT on the road tomorrow. <3

What else, what else... work goes good. Savant, we need to go biking. I know not now, since you're busy; I'll +25%++ the efficiency of your bike when you can. I miss buddies.... v_v

Personal life is ROUGH at times, that could use a lot of lube (heh). But i'll make it. Need moar work--no, need more ability to sacrifice personal time and not fear spending more time at work first, before getting more work. I wanna honor a distant friend someday...

*hugs for thirty minutes straight*

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GENTLEMEN

[Jun. 7th, 2008|08:56 pm]

[	Tags	\|	gentlemen, thunderstorms	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	contemplative	]

Okay, WHUT THA HAIL is up with this thing about having an FA icon or LJ icon with your character's mouth full of cigarettes, and under that the word 'GENTLEMEN' in all caps? It's so stupid and insginificant yet I burn to find out, and cannot turn up any results by looking through the internet tubes. I mean, did this squeeze out from beyond some black hole's event horizon or what?

D8<

Also thunderstorms. Cool, except for when I have to disconnect physically so my Mac won't fry.

DDDD8<<<< !!

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From an old old chat

[Jun. 3rd, 2008|02:01 pm]

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I love stuff like this. Never happens often enough. *laughs* From nearly two years ago.

Me: *stretches*
Awesome friend: *feeds you popcorn*
11:25 PM
Me: *eats it, and becomes unable to survive in the wild.*
AF: Oops. o.o
Me: XD
11:30 PM
Me: I can't go camping now and it's all your fault, [Awesome Friend], aieee!

Just wanted to post that. Hugs and brownies to whoever can guess who AF is XD hilarious!

[Jun. 1st, 2008|10:03 pm]

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Ah what the fluff. Was gonna make an important post but it's not important. Instead, I'll sleep. You sleep too. S'late. *thunk*

Gonna be offline today! ...or not.

[May. 31st, 2008|01:02 pm]

[	Tags	\|	anthrocon, offline, poking, storms	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	busy	]

Big tornado and hail watch for meeee. Got good news to post for next week, maybe late tonight, if I have power, electricity.

Also, listen. Especially because AC is coming up.

Never poke me in the sides. I am deathly serious.

And never interrupt my sleep except in case of emergency, or if I'm going to be late for something (like if I asked you to wake me for work or something). If you interrupt my sleep for anything else, it had better be gentle rubs or whispers. I'll allow waking for snugglings.

That is all.

EDIT: Storms weren't too bad. I'm sleepy. *sprawl*

[May. 19th, 2008|06:37 pm]

[	Tags	\|	outside	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	bouncy	]

Merf, trying to really chop down to just a few minutes, my time online these days. Which bites because I'd like to talk over the net with buddies but... outside beckons, biking and swimming beckon, the sun beckons, I'm getting tanned... rrrfph.

I just wanna say this, so that friends might understand and forgive me when I just wanna get offline and bike till my wheels fall off. *bows*

Oh and work is not easy, but it's gotten faster at least.

[May. 14th, 2008|10:18 am]

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You have 10000 LJ Tuning points.

Install STEP2: Type-D Color LJ Icon

Next upgrade: 20000 Tuning points.

5000 points

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Sunders and Friends (and ISH)

[May. 7th, 2008|11:58 am]

[	mood/attitude	\|	Load avg.: 2.68, 2.21, 1.98	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Techtronic Sound #56	]

Murr.

Again, murr.

Now that that's out of the way...
They's a lot of items are out there to seek and balance.

Birthdays of peoples I missed :(

-Zilla (I think I at least posted about it, late but...)
-Blaze's birthday
-Dragonsprite's hatchingday (big hugs to ya, that one weekend when I had the chance I didn't even see ya at the house, I guess you were sleeping or something...)
-Wally Wolf's birthday-- oh man, what a one to miss... Well I'm far too, but I coulda sent a message... hope you enjoyed yours. *long distance hug* P.S. Odds are looking much better for me to be at con. Might vaguely arrive a day later, might not. But I still plan to go. *thumbclaws up*
-Needta make sure Den's and Turq's hatchingdays don't pass me by, along with others too. /_\;

I hate how... I miss whhat's important to other people. I don't like how I care enough, and stick just to what I like, and what I'm interested in. Most everyone around has something not just interesting, but fascinating and engrossing, whatever it is they pursue. I'd like to know more about my peeps, and to share in their LJ topics and FA arts and journals... augh but it's sooo muuuuuch tiiiime, and well, other stuff... /_\; harrumph. Fark! Online buddies too /_____\; miss them.

There was more I was gonna post but will have to wait till tomorrow, worktimes nao.

P.S. NO NO NO I might have to stay home sometime in June as I will be the only person around to take care of Hella then--I HOPE that time is not the same time as Anthrocon! +>.<;++

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Fursuiting prep

[May. 2nd, 2008|11:08 pm]

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Yay for little random public journals that don't have heavy emotional topics.

Today I hit the thrift shop to get some suiting supplies, then hit the Wal*Fart across the road for some suiting material. At the thrift shop got some $2 jeans to sacrifice in the altar of duct tape dummy making, then at Wal*Mart copped a few yards of YUMMY YUMMY fleece for Kurrasuit. ^_^ Now need like half a yard of yellow-orange fleece, and I'll be set! I looooove fleece, it was so cheap too <3

I got an offer from a friend to tape me up (how do you spell help? R-O-P-E, but you can also spell it T-A-P-E! XDDDDD ) and I hope to get some free time to do that... hrm. I can now be taped up! Got my clothes tape and socks to sacrifice.... Just need to learn to use a sewing machine so I don't sew 250,000 stitches BY HAND homygoodness no. Um. Does every sewing machine sew the same way? Like, it has 5 speeds and reverse, and a clutch pedal? Stomp and steer on wet roads, and such? I have no clue. Knowledge, penetrate me... ~ I think I am am funny. :) Emphasis on I THINK 8)

Took Hella to the dog park today, where there must have been 20 dogs and 40 people. I stayed with the dogs. ;) And the three huskies there clinched it for me, I am making a huskysuit after a Kurrasuit, huskies are... so cute as animals and so hawt as anthro furrythings. I really wanna be a husky!! Seriously, these huskies were so cute, pretty, and coyly playful and I cried for not bringing my camera to snap shots for suit ideas. Waaah :)

I sleep now, so tired.

Hey kids, bonus secret! To make me laugh, say these words at me:
HADOUKEN
SHALOM
SCHLOSS
E-R-P-P-C
FUß

What words make you laugh?

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This is eerily accurate.

[May. 2nd, 2008|11:17 am]

[	Tags	\|	chocolate	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	stressed	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Matthew Ebel's High Orbit Podcast #49e	]

As far as random silly memes could ever be accurate.

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are sweet, mellow, and easily satisfied.

You don't like anything too intense and dramatic.

Deep down, you're a kid at heart... and you're nostalgic for the past.

You are a whimsical person prone to daydreaming.

Artistic and creative, you're always in the middle of a project.

While you are an inspiration to others, you can come off as flaky.

You love being around people. Friendships are important to you.

You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone.

The Chocolate Oracle

And I wanted to make chocolate chip pancakes today, but there were no chocolate chips. It's okay. Hey, I got money.

I'm here	[Apr. 30th, 2008\|02:11 pm]
Just to let people know. I'm far far away from tornadoes. hug.
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[Apr. 23rd, 2008|03:36 pm]

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I hain't posted here in a while. I'm still alive, life goes on.

What would you want me to write about here? No guarantees I'll write about it though.

Gas prices are starting to scare me, and I'm thinking about the possiblity of converting my ride to hybrid, or possibly better, all electric. The torque I could generate would be ENORMOUS. :) *twists a Constant Velocity joint right in half*

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Birthdays!

[Apr. 16th, 2008|07:32 am]

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Lemme give a quick (belated) bday shout out to Zilla, whose birthday was yesterday--hope it was cool! You just keep getting bigger and bigger *looks up and up and...* :) and today is Blaze's birthday, enjoy your day, party hard! *throws confetti on them both* Whooo!

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Praise Him!

[Apr. 12th, 2008|07:18 pm]

[	Tags	\|	praise	]
[	Current Location	\|	Home	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	content	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Techtronic Sound #82	]

Praise be to the LORD, for once again He saved me, and showed me that even when I'm ragged and worried to hell about life and my stupidity and putting things off all the time, He takes me and makes me accomplish and finish more than I thought I could. Thank you Lord :D :D :D

I'm still a work in progress, but I love it when progress goes like this :D :D :D

Now if I can scrape up the courage to get over the other hurdles in my life... /_\.... ^_^

*wwwwwhiiIIIiirrr*

[Apr. 9th, 2008|10:20 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Skool	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	tired	]

Gyro overload.

*mashes G key*

*wwwwwhiiIIIiirrr*

IN A SUPERNOVA! *whine*

Internets are down. I am posting remotely. I will get them back up soon. Apologies for cut off conversations. Expect a little surge of art when they come back.

Another question, I'm looking to share a room this upcoming AC! :) I'm willing to pay my share of the room, in cash, in full, immediately! All I'm looking for is rooming space from Thursday through Sunday (i.e. get there Thursday in the daytime, check out Monday morning/midday). I plan also to drive up to AC, which means if you're on the same schedule (and if you behave!) you may be able to ride with me! Of course, we will share in fuel costs. Please lemme know now! Remember that on April 25 the con hotel will have a few double rooms free up, as people who do not pay a deposit by that date will lose their reservation, resulting in a few rooms that will be taken again very quickly!

Thank you:)

Happy April Fool's! (I think...)

[Apr. 1st, 2008|02:40 pm]

[	Tags	\|	april fool's, summer?, sun, upcoming	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	sunned on	]
[	Active Track:	\|	BATTLESTAR GALACTICA LOLS	]

Every year that day half-slips by me.

Caught it today. How terrible and fascinating it is, that today's sunlight makes me so much happier than I was yesterday. I feel, even artificially happy. :p Now to get to work.... whee shorts. (xD, but only a little.)

I got so much to say, so much i wanna rant on to all you my buddies... after training I suppose, if i have the energy.

~Kurra

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Yay happy stuff!

[Mar. 24th, 2008|05:09 pm]

[	Tags	\|	anthrocon, art, creativity, fun, good stuff, music, news, rascal flatts, singing	]
[	Current Location	\|	Nest	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	creative	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Winner at a Losing Game - Rascal Flatts	]

Cool things that happened in my life:

–Easter service was awesome, and I got a considerable ton of spirit rebuilt and *snap* fixed.
–On Saturday, got to go to Tango and Iberian's for food, and snugglins (yeeeah boyyyyy)
–That same Saturday morning, grabbed Rascal Flatts' newest album Still Feels Good, and I got it for nearly half price, ilu Target
–I got a surprising amount of feedback from my latest scratchy sketch too.
–2 days of hard singing along to Still Feels Good has strengthened my vocal cords again, so that for 30 minutes I was able to have the finest control over my voice, and enjoy clear smooth voice and being able to hit all those insane notes Gary LeVox likes to live in @_@ whoo man how do you do it! o/~ Every daaa-aaaay.... you save my life.... *guitars* o/~
–God defended me.
–The days are gonna get warmer, prr, finally.
–Partly 'cuz I grabbed this new album, I got some (no, a lot of them biting at the bit to get out) ideas for art and drawing
–Got to talk with buddies online, and discover a little about them, and a little about me
–More stuff I can't remember. P.S. Somehow my Shadowcat is still glued together, 'cept for the left arm grr.
–The house and yard are SO much cleaner of debris, my ride can carry anything to the landfill *hugs ride* <3

I forgot what else I was gonna post, oh yeah, work starts tomorrow. I have to post also on finding/offering a room for AC--I need one really bad and want preferably one in the con hotel, and I'm willing to pay in full in cash immediately. AND I'm willing to provide a ride to and from con. If all that doesn't sound good, I don't know what I'm doing wrong. >.o Sigh, got so much work to do. I'm tired. *sleep*

And the FurMercs are awaaaay! *THRUMP THRUMP*

[Mar. 4th, 2008|05:37 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	Nest	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	busy	]
[	Active Track:	\|	tee vee	]

I bought a Shadowcat.

I'm so glad I didn't buy a Champion or Bushwacker, because I'd miss the stock jump jets.

It was close though, there was also a pretty Puma, nice big Bushwacker, and Champion, it's almost a 4-way tie for fave...oh and the was a Sunder, mmm... okay 5 way tie. Firefly's a close second, even if it is a very-light-@$$.

Even if my BT whim fades out, I'll still have one of my fave Mechs to paint, pose, and fill up with little furry insignias all over the torso.

MASC JUST KICKED IN YO

WOW THIS THING IS FAST XDDDDD *stompstompstompstompstomp*

Okay, so it's just pewter and two inches high, but. It's still a Shadowcat.

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Just to fantasize...

[Feb. 29th, 2008|12:22 am]

[	Tags	\|	techy	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	cheerful	]
[	Active Track:	\|	late night teevee	]

(Please take a look at the previous post too.)

45, 55, or 90 tons

Standard armor, reactive (yes, reactive standard, need the criticals)
Endo-Steel internals
XL engine, 240-345 range
Head: AMS
LArm: ER Laser (M)–MGun Heavy–MGun Heavy Ammo: 200 rounds
RArm: ER Laser (M)
LT: Jump Jets (CLAN) (2)–MASC (CLAN)
CT: AMS–ER Laser (M)
RT: BAP–Light Gauss Rifle–Light Gauss Rifle Ammo: 48 rounds
LL: Double Heat Sink (CLAN)
RL: Jump Jets (CLAN)

Armor:
Head: 7
LArm: 18
RArm: 18
LT: 17 (3 Rear) CT: 30 (4 Rear) RT: 17 (3 Rear)
LL: 20
RL: 20

Weapon Groups:
1: Lt Gauss Rifle
2: ER Laser (M) (3)
3: MGun Heavy

Mm, Gauss Rifles. *drools at range*

P.S. I'd add on other stuff if I was rockin' something bigger like a Sunder. Like a BIG@$$ 380 engine.

I wonder what my ride's engine is rated. Maybe it's an ICE 80 or 100 or so. Hehe, can always fix that.

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That's IT

[Feb. 28th, 2008|06:50 pm]

[	Tags	\|	clan tech, ferro-fibrous, hail kerensky!, launch, time	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	determined	]
[	Active Track:	\|	MechWarrior 3 Pirate's Moon - Techno/Tribal Mix	]

I'm going ahead with my latent plans. Anyone who wants to launch with me, message me privately or leave a screened comment. Your support once you know where to put it, would be very kind of you. However, I reserve the right to decline you for any or no reason at all, don't be offended if I do. If you want to launch with me, it could potentially be worth your while, if you are willing to take risks and put effort in with me. The great thing is that this doesn't take many resources (other than materials, and thus, cash) to spool up.

Before someone else launches, and I'm left behind.

Hint: I need money!
Hint: I wanna do with everything what the Clans did with IS technology!
Hint: You may need to hit Wikipedia or Google to understand all this, quiaff?!
Hint: I don't consider myself freeborn or trueborn, or a Warden, otherwise I wouldn't be 'swearing' so much. XD

Obvious Hint: I LOOOOOOOVE being a BattleTech freakoloid! XD

SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY PLEASE

P.S. Yes, this journal is for everybody to read. You too. And you can get in on this if you wish, and if you put the effort in. So what're you waiting for? DFA maybe?

I'm alive.... !

[Jan. 24th, 2008|12:56 pm]

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[	mood/attitude	\|	busy	]

Quickie post! Thank you to all the commenters who posted on my last post! I'm back! And SO BUSY. Got so much to tell later... *hugs* See you later!

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Also... Belated birthdays!

[Jan. 12th, 2008|11:58 pm]

[	Tags	\|	birthday	]
[	Current Location	\|	Nest	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	sleepy	]

Fark, I have no excuse AT ALL for having missed these. ;_;

Happy belated birthdays to

grlsctgnbad,

tango,

foxxx_bunny (DUDE I didn't even know you had a LJ!), and Lilly Kat! :)

May much goodness continue to flow to you, after your birthdays. And may some gingko biloba pills flow to me so my brain will remember next time. c.c

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update	[Dec. 25th, 2007\|11:17 pm]
Merry Christmas and happy new year! Hopefully I'll rid myself of this headache. holds head ... That's about all that I think is worth writing for sure. Anyway, I have stuff to tell all of you, hopefully everyone will read and unnerstand, and maybe I can comprehend me-- These past 2 months or so, it's been getting more and more of a headache and clumsiness and slowness to communicate over the net, being through email or messaging things. It's like looking at a painting and being at the scene, one's just a shadow of another. I'm not tired of my friends and peeps, I'm just tired of having to type out everything I want to convey to you. And three-quarters of the time, I can't even convey what I want to you, because this text communication is so primitive and limiting, compared to a hug and talking with you face to face. :( I miss you. And for alla you that I know only online, I wanna see you someday in person. I'm so frikking tired of using the typed words to communicate. Voice is getting stale too, I wanna have physical face-to-face with you. That's the reason sometimes I just leave, go offline, or don't come online (or become available) at all. I feel bad because I'm leaving you all, and on top of it I don't want to stop communicating with you all! But jumping through hoops and bad connections and text and missing all the subtle (and rich) nonverbal, nonauditory communication... it makes the talk that much grayer and harder to understand and enjoy. I feel terrible after posting this, fmnwah, but I'd rather get it out like this than whine to individuals and not tell specifically what's bugging me. And yes I know that saying all this through text is an irony, but where else can I tell the same thing to everyone at the same time? P.S.: I just realized that this journal is going to make it sound like all the rest of my online talkages are dishonest, or cost me 'SO MUCH' effort to do, and will possibly incur the indignation of alla you. I would be whining about this and then keep on messaging, see...I hope your indignation and/or wrath don't pour out upon me... please don't hate me for that. >.< I lessthanthree you ;_;
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Squee ^.-.^

[Dec. 5th, 2007|12:16 pm]

[	Tags	\|	art, happy, love	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	happy	]
[	Active Track:	\|	All my fave ones	]

Thank you God for all the people in my life, and thank You that You give me the ability to do art. With love for it. :)

*goes back to drawing and inking*

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Happy birthday!

[Nov. 28th, 2007|09:47 am]

[	Tags	\|	birthday!	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	yaywolf	]

Happy birthday to

talon2303! May it be full of fun and good time with the ones you love and like. :) *hugsya almost-too-tight, yaywolf*

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In light of my anger.... (and fantasizing about summer)

[Nov. 22nd, 2007|10:30 am]

[	Tags	\|	country, down home, expectation, home, irritation, life, personal, routine, thought, weather	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	recovering	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Where You Are - Rascal Flatts	]

Hey peoples. *wave*

*10 minute silence and pause*

I'm on hiatus from communication, mostly. Interwebs and such. A lot of day-to-day like irks and miffs and irritates here. All I can do is not care about it, because in my current state of action I'm not doing anything to change it. Anyway I'm only adding to the problem by getting angry. Guess I just needed to learn that.

Oh, and the internet is not a good means of communication. It just can't compare to the wonderful good-times face-to-face that I miss up there with all of YOU, my friends. My apologies to you (you know who you are) that I told essentially to go away. At the same time, I'm realizing that I don't need to agree or play along with what y'all say. I often want to, but I don't always need to, especially when it disturbs me.

I'm listening to all my country music because it helps with the missing of northern life up there. One thing I WILL miss here is the summar heat! I'll be mopey till May comes along. ;)

I took a short short hiatus from interwebs to do essentiallly what I wanted to with my daytime, didn't realize how much time and emotional energy I lost reading comics, replying to LJ, and checking mail. Time to weed all them links, but not friends. Even if I don't reply to your posts, I read them all. I do.

I just discovered something! Just now! The cover of Kenny Chesney's Greatest Hits album, the one where he's soaked in beautiful light blue water up to his shoulders, looking at that picture made me really happy! I wonder why. o_o Maybe it's because I haven't been swimming in gasp--four months plus!

That's another thing, when I get back, I will have been outta town for about 173 days (fuzzy math), not the 150 or so 5 months that I originally was griping to everyone. Holy CARP, almost 6 months! Well at least that puts me through all of the north's fall and part of winter, woot, way to beat the gloomy cold. Ooh, and the days will be getting longer when I get back, score *hipthrust*

I got stuff to look forward to, when getting back, spiff. See you all soon.

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Life is pain, get over it!

[Nov. 5th, 2007|11:27 am]

[	Tags	\|	hooah, leadership, values	]
[	Current Location	\|	Far away from home	]
[	mood/attitude	\|	kinda pissed	]
[	Active Track:	\|	Sarina Paris - Love in Return	]

RIGHT BETWEEN THE EYES!

My two favorite taunts outta UT04. XD I so wish we would have had those as our platoon mottos, roared out in a bloodily-gurgling savage low voice. ...Nevermind, you would have to have been there to get it. XD

L - Loyalty
D - Duty
R - Respect
S - Selfless Service
H - Honor
I - Integrity
P - Personal Courage

I can remember all these values still. I love the idea. I just need to practice them more when evilness really doesn't want me to.

Sustain: Personal Courage, when I get under pressure I can crack, but when I'm put under immense unbearable soul-ravaging mind-crushing body-bludgeoning pressure, I always seem to withstand it and shine like I never can otherwise. This seems weird of me, but it seems like that happens every time.

Improve: Selfless Service, the value of serving others or assisting or cooperating even when there is no reward or recognition or thanks. Currently I get very pissed if my efforts aren't recognized, and it's not other people's fault for that. I just need to suck it up and reward my own ego and self internally, because I know I did good, and that has to satisfy me.

How do you spell leadership? :)

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